I Feel Like Jello Spiked With Poison.

Jane signing on.

Since this was supposed to be a blog concerning our sexcapades, I thought I’d broadcast an encounter.

Like I was telling Bellatrix, Madrid and I haven’t been having sex lately. He is always tired because he is “in season” … And quite honestly I didn’t care that he was tired. I wanted to fuck dammit.

After 2 and a half weeks he finally just randomly initiated some foreplay…  Like a half our ago. Haha. I was so happy to finally be doing something I didn’t act all pissy because he woke me up.

I had been getting really depressed because he barely acted interested. Any time I would initiate something he would complain of being tired, or just act unresponsive. We haven’t really kissed until today. And what I mean by “kiss” is making out.

I was actually deliberating whether or not I should have a serious talk about our relationship with him. I was beginning to wonder if he was even interested.. If he wanted to pursue other people.. If he was bored with the relationship.. So many things were running through my mind. He complained about how much we fight. And we don’t fight nearly as much as we used to. If we do fight, it’s a doozy though.. I wondered if that had anything to do with it..

I plan on seeing if he acts any different throughout the next few days. I love him. But I want someone that can return my affection to the extent that I want..

Well…. The sex was great by the way.. It usually always is. A little reverse cow girl action goin on. 😉 Hahaha.

Well I’m out.

PS. Don’t get cum in your eye.. It hurts like a mother fucker. And turns it all red.. Hahaha. 😉